Chapter 191 The Past
He is a man, did not take the initiative to find his woman, but let him a woman with amnesia stranded, not the slightest sense of security drifting outside, but he has no action at all. So I’ve lost my memory, why go looking for him? Even if I find him, what should I do?
“To face a heartless and heartless person, or to have my heart broken again?” Ava finally finished what she wanted to say, at this moment she was in an excited mood, her long-standing resentment was finally exhaled and she felt much better.
Yes, she began to believe that he had forgotten and that he was looking for her, but the longer she waited, the more disappointed she became. What is he doing, why is he not looking for her, even if he is not looking, why is there not even a search notice? But he knows, how she lives every day?
Also, does he know that she has lost her memory? Does he know that it’s not easy for her to be a woman with a child? Then, why didn’t he come to her? If he could be so cruel, then why did she go to him?
To make a fool of yourself? Or to let your heart break completely before you are willing to do so?
Ava is afraid that the end will make her sad, so she chooses not to find that end, then she won’t be sad either. It’s probably good not to know the truth.
Noah was stunned, he did not know that Ava had suffered so much, he was so remorseful, at first he thought Ava was dead, so he did not go to her, should have known that she was so resentful of himself, then he should have posted a search notice earlier.
However, it is too late to do so now.
If she knew he was the one, it would break her heart! For the first time, Noah was a little helpless and didn’t know what to do anymore.
” Ava, things may not be what you think, are you really not going to give him a chance, not give yourself a chance?” Noah is making a final struggle, if Ava decides, he won’t force it anymore, but he won’t give up on pursuing Ava.
Ava replied firmly, “No.”
This sentence is said, Ava’s heart is like digging a big hole, inside in the clattering blood, and she surface, or to pretend as if nothing happened. Those who hurt others will definitely hurt themselves, and Ava, is hurting others to hurt themselves. Noah’s heart is very sad, but far from Ava to the grief.
Her past, her memories, she decided to leave them behind. Just such a past-free her, Cooper will cherish, Ava does not know, the future road is what kind of.
“Okay, I have to go out for a while, you get some rest.” After saying that, Ava left with her lunch box.
She needs a place to take a good rest, those words just now, took her a lot of effort, she is already tired. So that she has to take a good rest one, and then replenish her strength.
After Ava leaves, Noah is alone in bed, remembering their past. His heart aches. Can he not be upset after knowing what she is thinking?
They had been through so much, and she chose not to, and most importantly, she would not have fallen in love with him without the memories of the past. She fell in love with someone else, someone who had nothing to do with the story, not him.
Noah wondered how he could make Ava fall in love with him.
If it’s a matter of money, Noah doesn’t bother with any brain power at all. But in the matter of feelings, he really has no way out. He did it in a despicable way, but still did not get Ava’s heart, so this method does not work.
Ava is not the woman she used to be, and the old ways are no longer working, and Noah, really doesn’t know how to please a woman. Once he thought that to please Ava is an easy thing, maybe that time Ava like him, he simply do not need to do anything, Ava still love him.
But now it’s different, now he’s chasing Ava, he realized that women are so hard to understand and so hard to chase, he wants to go back to the past, the days when he didn’t have to chase Ava, and Ava would come after him.
Only, time cannot be turned back, it will only be gone.
As Ava washed the dishes, she started to dwell on what she had just said to Noah, what she had in mind, why did she say everything to Noah? Although he was her suitor, she couldn’t say everything!
Perhaps because Noah thought the same as her, he knew that she would not easily forget the past, she is not a woman with shallow feelings! So, Noah’s words hit the nail on the head, just what she was thinking, and that’s what made her angry and indignant to say what she was thinking.
In fact, Ava hopes that she and Nina’s father will be together and the three of them will form a happy family. But her father’s words made her sad. Why didn’t that man, Nina’s father, come to her?
So many years have passed, and she has given that person so much time, why did he not come to himself?
Did he forget about himself, or did he have a new love? So, he hates to see her leave sooner? Why did she have the accident? Was it related to Nina’s father?
Ava thought about some messy things and her brain got even more confused.
No way, the past, she is not at all remembered, there is no way, she can not go to that person, and can not continue to wait for that person.
If the time is right in the future, she may marry Cooper, so that it is the best choice. It is a good choice for both herself and her family.
Nina is still young, and Ava thinks that one day, Nina will understand her thoughts, and at that time, Nina will not oppose her marriage to Cooper.
Thinking about getting married to Cooper, Ava felt that there was a bright future ahead of her, that the future was still bright, that she was going to live a good life and marry Cooper, and that the three of them would live a happy life from then on. That way, everyone will be happy, right?
Time passed, but Ava still did not come back, Noah often looked at the door, trying to see Ava’s figure, but time and again, he was very disappointed.
Perhaps, she was off to a social gathering. Maybe she had gone to meet her suitor. Whatever the hypothesis, Noah felt so sad. What is wrong with him, for a woman, can be sad like this?
If it was the old Noah, he wasn’t worried about anything at all, he wasn’t worried about finding a woman, and he wasn’t worried what Ava would do. Because he didn’t like Ava at that time, and Ava was still under his control, so he wasn’t worried about anything, he wasn’t worried that she would leave.
But now, everything has changed. She has lost her memory, and with it, their relationship has changed completely.
They are no longer people who have any kind of relationship, not even friends. And at best, they are just partners, a relationship where they only talk together for money.
How did they get to this point between them?
Noah wondered if he had known that he would be in such a situation today, would he not have let go of Ava? Unfortunately, there are no assumptions.
Ava was out to see if there was anything in her company that she needed to take care of. When she arrived at the company she found that there was quite a lot going on in the company, then she hurriedly finished dealing with it and remembered that it was already noon.
It was noon, and she had to prepare lunch for Noah. She knew that Noah was too delicate to eat hospital food, so she had to go out and buy a delicious meal for Noah.
When she arrived at the hospital with her lunchbox, she saw a familiar car in front of the hospital, and she immediately guessed that it was he who had come. Sure enough, rounding the car she saw that Cooper, who was standing there inside the entrance, was waiting for her.
“How did you get here?” Ava was surprised, she didn’t know why, Cooper would find here, was he a detective, how could he know her whereabouts so well?
Cooper laughed a little, knowing that Ava must have been too busy to forget that she had told him about the hospital where she and her friend were.
Of course, he knew who her friend was, he just kept his mouth shut.
“You forgot, you told me about your place today.” Cooper smiled and said, “I just got here, ready to call you, and I didn’t expect you to show up in front of me, isn’t it a coincidence?”
He smiled quietly there, like a sunflower as bright, and Ava felt infected by his smile, also like seeing a sunflower, such a bright smile, let her warm.
Ava remembered, she did say, her address, and also said something about her friend, did not think, he really will come over. And still came over so punctually, afraid of delaying her a little.
Ava’s heart just warmed up and her face felt like it had been shined by the sun, slightly warm.
“Well, I’m sorry, I forgot.” Ava said apologetically, “I was so busy today that I forgot.”
If it wasn’t for so much this morning, she would have remembered, but unfortunately, it would have been so busy that she had forgotten about the morning call. But it’s not surprising that he often comes to bring himself food.
Only, today in the hospital, so this time is more out of her expectation.
“It’s okay.” Cooper pulled her to a bench under a tree, then opened a bag he had been carrying earlier, which contained steaming rice and vegetables that he had made especially for Ava, and for Ava alone.Exclusive content © by Nô(v)el/Dr/ama.Org.
Ava was pulled by Cooper, she just felt his palm was big and strong, his palm was warm, and it also made her heart even warmer. His smile had already warmed her up, and now with his hand in hers, she felt that the warmest thing in the world was his palm.
Just, will he pull himself like this for the rest of his life?
Ava began to just hope that one generation would just be the one person who would hold her hand forever. No matter how heaven and earth change, she still has him, that’s enough.
The most beautiful love, not together with the promise of the oath, but each other to stay together until old age, and I do not know, Cooper will not accompany her to grow old together, in her gray hair, still so tenderly holding her hand, accompany her through the long day and day it?
Ava was still in a daze when she saw Cooper open the contents of the lunch box, which was chicken and potatoes. The aroma of chicken came to her face, and the potatoes were already cooked very soft and looked very tempting.
“Eat up!” Cooper shoved the lunchbox into Ava’s arms and then took it from her hand. He knew that the lunchbox she was holding was for Noah, but he wanted Ava to eat his food first before Noah had a chance to enjoy Ava’s.
Ava held the lunchbox in her arms, and she felt extraordinarily happy in the steaming heat. Is this the taste of happiness? Ava was asking herself, did she really find true love?
It should be a blessing to have someone who is willing to cook for her and then go out of his way to bring her food! Besides, Coopers kindness to her is obvious to everyone.
Except for Nina, who doesn’t know any better, which other people don’t say that Cooper is good to her? It’s just a pity that she hasn’t said yes to him yet, she still has some hesitation.